Something made me think of you today, 

I don’t remember, 

Memories of you have crept into my everyday things,

A top I wore, my earrings you liked,

A spot in the kitchen, a puff of smoke,

A date on the calender,

The sunshine streaming through the window,

The colour of her skin,

The waves of the sea,

The song, that song we listened to over and over,

Triggers are everywhere,

Panic rising,

Eyes welling, 


Thoughts of you,

All these thoughts of you.